Friday, October 9, 2009

A feeling inside of me!!

I seems, I'm the last person here on earth! Want to know why???


3rd year high school students: Camille, Janinn, Jhanen, Kezie(da Phil-Am girl)
....mao ni cla ang akong mga fwends....take note not my true friends....why???........

Nanu man maka feel koh ani!!!???....is it about my interaction with or simple ME???
.....I tell you dli kah maka-gurantee sah ilang presence but it is YOURSELF.

Like what I have experience before.
Whenever they call me..."Fritzhelle ali nah..adtoh nata....!!"
I'm happy about it but when it comes to BELONGINGNESS , nakafeel koh nga I'm an OUTCASTS, GHOST, NO ONE CARES ME, ALL...just having me for the sake of 'PARTNER' I think sooo....but kana ganing ,,naa lagih kah dha ...present kah...pro wah ganiy ni PRIORITY nmo.....na ra clay CONCERN kung wla na juy laing taong CHIKAHAN ganih....

Like sa akong fwend nah Phil-Am, her friends where from other section..she's with us(other section-pilot)She's my 'co-partner' wherever we go...T.L.E...etc..,so whenever we do this laughing, joking, --my heart still in PAIN, there's no happiness WITHIN ME. When these things happen, I'll always think GOD IS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE- MY TRUE BEST FRIEND. And when I feel down, alone, in pain, suffering of the burdens , the secrets I kept just with me, HE IS MY PROVIDER OF HAPPINESS AND SATISFACTION....above all, the HURT that I felt, is my CHALLENGE TO OVERCOME!!!!!

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